The book 'World Without Cancer' written by G Edward Griffin is an essential read. You can't start to understand the world until you've absorbed its implications. It's not a total explanation of all that we face as humans, but it's a key building block to help you start to get the picture.
Whenever Griffin talks publicly on a subject, you realise that he has researched what he is saying, and never says anything lightly. When he says that chemtrails are the greatest crime in all of human history, you have to listen. The trees are dying. The plants. The animals. People.